FOUR

7th of May,2017 Sunday (during our outing) well,hey there. It's been a while. I don't know, I Just remembered that I use to have a blog before. So, here I am. ;) right so last year, was okay.My life in a boarding school was okay but the thing is. PENNY is also in the same school with me. I'm one of the first intake while PENNY, is a second intake. BEFORE PENNY entered the school, I used to brag to my dormates about how close she is with me, how cute she is, all kind of those things. Sadly, she didn't get to be in the same house with me. But, that's okay. OKAY,let me make it short for last year. For the first three month PENNY schooled here I think,she used to see me, ask me all sort of things, even her dormmates are asking her why she's always with me. AND WE BOTH REPLIED. "of course we are, we are cousins remember?" It was a wonderful memory. But after a few months, she rarely see me or meet me. I mean, I know you're kinda busy to see me but how come you have the time to meet one of my dormmates? right. It's just the same here. She is more popular than me, her being all girlish and stuff. Making all the seniors love to hang out with her. Make as her foster sister, sort of that. It was a relief that our school is an all girls school. phew. She rarely claimed that I'm her cousin. It always been, I'm the one telling that she is my cousin, brag about her. and something that made me kinda sad was during sports day. During 100m, we both ran and I got the 1st place meanwhile she got the third from the last place? and right after we finished the run, she suddenly cried and I hug her. But she immediately ran to the housemates and cried to her seniors that was waiting for her arrival. I smiled. It's okay though, I'm quite used to this situations. Okay, I Think that's all for last year. I'm too lazy to write every each of the moments. This year, I think our bond is getting awkward and more further. She only searched for me, when she needs help like when she's sick,she will see me and told me to give one cool fever to her. Like always. It's okay though. OOH, I got something to brag about her :). Her instagram account is getting more attention this time, and on her feed, she deleted all of her pictures with me.Don't care though because on my feed, I have tons of her pictures with me. Okay then, bye. I'm kinda relieved that I managed to express my bottled feelings, even on the laptop. Alhamdullilah dear self, stay strong.