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//WHY? Why do i have to be like this? why it kept repeating? WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS IN MY MIND?// SO. HELLO. NICE TO MEET YOU. THANKS FOR READING THIS PAGE. MAYBE NO ONE WILL READ IT. So, you may be think that I'M just a typical teenager who is depressed. Maybe you're right but it's also maybe wrong. I'm kinda happy with my life. but I just don't get it. Why, it kept repeating. okay. I'm a student. I study well and score well in exams too. I also have a LOTS of friends. Maybe they're just be friends with me because I scored well in the exam. maybe some of my friends are my true friends. so, let me introduce myself a bit deeper. I'm quite shy, PEOPLE THINK I'M SHY.but actually, I'm not really THAT shy. WHEN I'M WITH MY COUSINS OR FAMILY, I WOULD BE LIKE A VERY HYPED PERSON, LIKE A CHICKEN! I ALSO have like thousands of pimples on my face. i have it on some of my body parts too. i always get no 1-5 in class. i don't meant to brag but, my mother, i don't know. LIKE EVERYONE, wants me to get no1-5. while my cousins,brother and sisters, they said that they should get no1-20. It's kinda stressed me out.ALSO , I'M NOT GOOD WITH MAKING NEW FRIENDS. I'm awkward. MY cousins,brother and sisters,THEY ARE ALL FRIENDLY. THEY COULD GET A NEW FRIEND LIKE ONLY IN 3 SECONDS! Also, I have two cousins which is the same age with me. ONE IS A GIRL AND THE OTHER ONE IS A BOY. I should call my same-age-and-gender-cousin PENNY.Well,Penny is in the same class with me. WE are like soulmates. We can read each others mind and even communicate with facial expressions. But Penny, has more friends than I do. SHE IS ALSO WAY PRETTIER AND CUTER THAN ME. SHE IS FRIENDLY TOO. BUT, WHEN SHE GETS NO.11 IN CLASS, EVERYBODY WAS PROUD OF HER. everyone compliment her. When I GET NO.5, THEY TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD WORK HARDER. ONLY MY FATHER WILL COMPLIMENT ME. MY mother also complimented me, but she said that I have to work harder. Also, my relatives ALWAYS ask me why do I have so many pimples on my face while PENNY DOESN'T HAVE ANY? I JUST shrugged and pretend that I'm not hurt by just laughing and smiling. Penny used to be chubby, while I used to be skinny. NOW, PENNY is skinny and I'm chubbier. THEY ALWAYS SAID THAT I GAINED WEIGHT. but I'M NOT jealous of Penny, SHE IS MY SOULMATE. FOREVER. I LIKE HER.When me and my classmates are taking photos, they would always said that Penny's jawline is so sharp. I also agreed because it is the truth. BUT THEY WOULD ALWAYS LEAVE ME BEHIND AND LAUGH AT MY PHOTOS. OKAY.maybe this is the end. You guys maybe thinks that I'm annoying, but that's okay. I'M used to it. so,bye. Repeat.